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.:~ . ~:.The only way to stop hurting others is to hurt myself
maybe you should treat me like an old torn up book and put me up on a shelf
you have done so many things for me
but most of all...
you made me feel loved
you made me feel like a somebody
I try to sleep less and less
because even when I awake from a good nights rest
I wake up to a ton of stress
even so the days go on
when so many times at 11:11 I wish that I was gone
I go to sleep and dream about you
in those dreams I'm happy and excited
but when I awake
I feel like I lost you
I try to tell you this whenever I can:
"Even if I dont tell you about my problems it means you're already making me feel better just by being there"
but sometimes it seems that I fail to speak
usually I make a cowardly noise
a simple scared little squeak
my biggest fears are coming true
I dont want to lose you
CoolI saw this on Cookiepinsky's page so i was like 'WHY NOT!!'
Below 10 = Total Tomboy
Below 20 = Boyish
Below 30 = Not girly.
Above 30 = Girly.
Above 55 = Paris Hilton.
[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted. (I never paint my nails)
[ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[ ] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz
[X] My favorite color is pink or purple.
[X] I did Gymnastics.
[ ] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
[X] I love chocolate.
TOTAL SO FAR:3
[ ] My hair is mostly always straightened. (My hair is naterally straight)
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week.
[X] I love to hang out with friends. (My friends make me smile.)
[ ] I have a piece of real diamond jewelry.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch Gossip Girl. (What is this?)
[ ] I change my profile
Los parabrisasTodo mundo tiene parabrisas ,
Nadie tiene derecho a tocarlos ,
Solamente tú ,
Si los piensas cambiar ,no ,
No lo pidas a nadie hazlo tú.
No dejes que las gotas de lluvia,
Afecten y te hagan débil ,
Simplemente ignóralas ,
Si no tienes un parabrisas ,
Encontrarás un paraguas .
Untitled1.Being trapped in a room filled with things I despise only to break my way out to find I have become those things.
2.Losing my thirst for life because I gave someone else the power to alter the way I see it.
3. Hurting myself out of fear of hurting the people I love and care for.
4. Forgetting who I am and replacing the memories with corrupted files.
5. Letting the anxiety I feel totally consume me because I'd rather give in than fight it.
6. Having someone take the blame for my mistakes and decisions or worse try to irradiate and justify them.
7. Giving my friends and family the idea that who they think I am and who I want to be are one in the same because it makes me not want to know them or myself.
My biggest fear is running out of fears because for me fearing is caring and caring is living.
OMFG I'M DYING!!!!!!Lord help me i have school tomorrow and i am flipping out because i can't remember nothing!!!
Not ReadyI'm Never Ready To Be Alone
Yet I Love My Own Solitude
I'm Never Ready To Grow Up
Yet I Always Day Dream About The Future
I'm Never Ready To Go Steady
Yet I'm Always With Someone
I'm Never Ready To Face You
Yet I Always Say Hi
I'm Never Ready To Pass Away
Is Afterlife Even Real
I'm Never Ready To Have A Child
I Feel lIke I Never Will
If all Zips are Zoodles . . .If all Zips are Zoodles and some Zoodles are Zonkers . . .
Baby told me
back in the day (or a year ago--I never can
remember with all these
foggy ass dimes) "Damn,
honey, don't you know
you ain't gonna win
playin' with fire? So quit
all that hoggin'
your mouth 'round the damn
pipe." I told that bunny
in a matter so funny
I nearly lost all my goddamn
mind when the medicine man took
a look at me after I show him my wallet
and threw open the yellow
book with its pouring of Ls
follow by a few rainin' letters
and some concatenated Ys.
I tell her like I tell you
now: I ain't no dummy, I ain't
never gamble on a game of gin
rummy, but I sure as hell do wish I could
turn back time--I'd send that good-
for-nothing runnin'; I'd tell her
to quit her mussy fussin'; and I'd sit
back on my porch with a bottle of Mrs. Jackie
My TV Bucket ListA reboot of X-men 1992 with original cast (MUST BE LIKE THE ORIGINAL!!! NOT LIKE TEEN TITANS GO!!!)
Toonami getting a standalone channel
Star Fox Anime
F-Zero: GP Legend (Funimation Re-dub)
Deadpool TV Series (Featuring Nolan North as Deadpool and Jim Cummings as Cable)
Cartoon Network buying all rights to Marvel from Disney to air re-runs of Marvel's past shows
Pokemon Origins: Ruby & Sapphire
May and Max rejoining Ask Ketchum in Pokemon XY to promote OmegaRuby & AlphaSapphire
Hulk vs. Thor/Wolverine being aired on Toonami
Miaow"Miaow" said the kitten
Messing around with a mitten
She had small ears and little white socks
Then on the door came 3 loud knocks
"Miaow" she said another time
As the doorbell began to chime
She heard a bolt, she heard a key
She wondered out to go see
Who it was that she could hear
With her tiny kitten ear.
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